Now

In the past, I felt excitement, speed, motion, always getting to places, always on the go. Always moving and never satisfied.

In the future, I see accomplishments, I see peace, I see purpose. I see contentment.

In the present, I can't see or feel anything.

My body is strange to me at this moment, my entire being is changing, transitioning.

I'm leaving that frantic, fast, unsatisfactory past and heading to my peaceful future.

Now I feel ache, the ache of a caterpillar transforming into a butterfly. The outside looks permanent, untouched, still. The inside is collapsing, renewing, and rebirthing. Now.